This world was not meant for me.

I am not of the proper eschelon to ever be able to mingle with my goddess.  She is worlds beyond me, even with all my powers.  I am just a weird anomaly to her.  This is affecting my self image.  I'm like a walking freak, wanting to be somewhere I will never be allowed to be.  I am not happy with this world, will always aspire to be a part of the other.  How will I ever adjust to this lowly station?  I want to go where the souls are bigger and bluer.  I feel like my heart here is made of paper mache.